Darkside's Apology and Goodbye

Hey all, you know why I'm here.

A few weeks ago I was let go from XPR on mutual terms, which really was rock bottom for yours truly as I have been battling alot of personal issues with family and friends since the beginning of the year.

I am just here to personally apologize to everyone and anyone associated with XPR, especially Stephen and Rob for my actions and my conduct over the past few months, I became this person that I didn't know who I was or anything like that, while I do wish that XPR upper brass would give me a second chance to make things right with you guys and be apart of the team, I do completely understand their reasoning of "no second chances" and will not accept me into XPR, which I completely understand, I had my one opportunity and I have noone to blame but myself for everything that unfolded. Yes I left XPR on good terms but you know what if I could I'd go back in a heartbeat and change it to where I didn't leave at all and I was more of a "team player" than what I was back with XPR. I will be the first to admit right now I was an idiot, I was childish and I put myself before the team, which is something I never do.

I still do wish I was apart of XPR, I loved practically every minute of it, I didn't really have a favorite moment from XPR because all of it was my favorite moment. If I could go back in time and replay my time here with XPR, I wouldn't change a single thing up to the point where I got released because I would make sure that never even happened.

I said it once I'll say it again, I got noone to blame but myself for this situation and noone but myself put me here in this predicament. Once again, from the bottom of my heart, I am sorry and I wish I was a better teammate to everyone, new and old.

I wanna personally thank not just Stephen and Rob, but Colgate, Jeff, Chad, Louis, Mike, Deano, Eggy, and everyone apart of XPR for the amazing time I had with you guys, I just wish it was longer and my actions should have been better than what they were.

Thank you XPR, and goodbye

-Rob "Darkside" Thomas